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[Jan. 16th, 2006|09:10 pm] |
wow i havent writin in here in ages.
uhh it seems as tho im allways out and doing some thing but allways bored. I work alot now and hang out with different people alot....I rarely see george trish and joani anymore...funny how that happened. we were "the best of friends" now we dont even tlk online. I guess even the best of frieneds change...(im not hatin on them I have a million memorys of a million good times that will never befor gotten) I guess part of life is change. I guess in time every frined i will ever have will change. i guess thats life. Its funny how my old best frieneds growing up are strangers now.
I love my family...my family means so much to me..family is forever I love my brother dan! man..i miss him its crazy when people you see everyday arent there everyday anymore. ITs crazy how 1 person can set the mood off of everyone in a house. Its crazy how fast we grew up. It seems like yesterday we were playing with sticks in our yard now we drive cars I rember driving big wheels up and down the block.it dosent seem like that long ago...nothing seems that long ago.
Myspace brings lots of girls...lots of crazy girls..lots of kisses
...no love..not yeat..soon! I meet krystal off myspace tho!shes lots of fun as long as her boyfriend isnt pissing her off..We have a good time togeather I love the way she smiles. shes a good friend. :)
I often wonder where ill be in 10 years. I wonder if ill be in 10 years.Ideally ill be married and have a garage maybe kids.,who knows im sure ill change in the next 10 years im sure ill learn a great deal and think quite differentally then i do now.Im sure ill still hate gays tho.
im bored and hungy peace outlj! |
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[Nov. 5th, 2005|07:24 am] |
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Its 7:00 and I just got home. I have work at 8:00 and i have no time to sleep tonight. Its a beautful morning....Riding my scooter home from my friend house all i could see is colors in the trees and colorful leaves cover the ground. I am not lookin foward to going to work today id much rather just sleep...but i need the money I have work till 6:00. then i will sleep. :) |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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Im workin at jiffy lube now and today was my last day at the hardware store It was so wierd leaving after working there for so long. My boss was beggin me to stay maddd saddd. yea....fuck it im boredd thats why im writing in this thing. uhhh yeaaaa bored. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|06:46 pm] |
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Wtf is up with me gettin a new job ahhhhh |
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|11:24 pm] |
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someone who will make me happy all the time and for allways.. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2005|12:08 am] |
I dissagree with everythin every one says...its wierd everyone is allways yellin about how you should be so open minded and take in new ideas and change and yada yada yada but really I dont wana change i dont wana open my mind to anyone elses dumb ideas I want to beleve wut i beleve andbe left alone. I hate it when people beleve everything eevryone tells then and is so open to changing thier belifs for something their frineds thought sounded cool. seriousally somepeople are like a different person every time i tlk to them. cause they are so open to new idea they dont even have any belifs of their own...hmmm idk |
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[Aug. 24th, 2005|12:19 am] |
Its funny so many kids dont have jobs and their mom and dad give them money for every little thing they want. Their parents buy them cars clothes computers and everything their parents cook them dinner and they wont even eat with them...they dont say thank you they dont respect their parents rules they dont come home when they are told they never call and tell their parents where they are. they allways say they hate their mom for some reason and their like my mom dont care where i am or wut i do i hate her bla bla but if she didnt care why would she give you so much? why would she drive you to your friends house right after she gets home from work instead of relaxing? if she dosent care about you why dose she do all thiese things for you? Its funny soon as you gte home you wana rush out to your fiends house. your firends are you life and everything but i dont think they care 1/2 as much about you as your parents do..Do you think ya friends will be around in 10 years? do you think ya parents will be? do you think your priorities are messed up? Im not like sick After work tomarrow i can play a game with my mom....but really i think we should all care more about our familys cause they will be there alot longer then our friends..Im not puttin down my friends I love you all to death But family should matter more then it dose to us... |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:34 am] |
yeah so people are fuckin rediculous This girl use to im me all the time and we were never really close but she allways imed me and she would say wuts up bla bla never anything that really mattered tho and she hasnt imed me in like a week but i didnt really notice cause we were never really didnt tlk about anythin that mattered but this girl imed me to day telling me shes her cosion and that she went missing and was found 3 days latter in her boy friends closet uncontious and naked covered in cuts and bursies...Im so pissed off That people do things like this to eachother Seriousally WHAT THE FUCK do you have to be thinking to do this to another humanbeaning who is alive and has feelings holy shit Do humans have any stoping point in there slefishness? WTFFFFFFF Who can justify rape? im not up set cause she was a frined of mine im buggin out and about to cry from the nature of the thing..If anyone were to to rape anyone im close to I would see to it they had the most miserable death possible i would go to any extreame to kill them painfully wtffffff omg i wana kill someone THERE IS NOTHING I HATE MORE THEN RAPEE!!! I hate people! Anyone who even consiters rape I wana kill at this moment. I know people are mad selfish and will do anything to make themself happy and dont give 2 fucks about anyone else but to think your lust means more then someones life?!?! what the fuck really how can you justify something like that. God should have never givin humans the ability to make their own discions....We have fucked it up royally... And im so pissed off and wana kill something! and i didnt really know the girl i can imagine how her parents and close friends are reacting... |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
so like your 15...16 you think ya bf/gf is the shit and you really think there the love of your life you tell them you wana be with them for ever but you really know deep down in side it wont itll last 1/2 a year tops....or do you really think itll last for ever? cause your only 16....your still growing and changeing into the person your guna be and so is she....so in like 5 years you will be a different person and so will she... do you really think ya still going to be togeather after you finish growing physically and mentally? like seriousally in the end you will be 2 different adults and not the kids that liked eachother.. so is there really any point in dating at 16? Theres a good chance you will get hurt and a slim chance youll get anythin good out of it... |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|03:24 pm] |
ok so i was tlkin to my friend about her boy firned last night. Accally it was at 4:00 this morning but w/e ok so anyways she was tlkin about him and sayed how he loved her but hes taking a break..and i was like well you dont usally take breaks from loving someone and shes like well maybe he dosent love me and i asked her wut love ment to her and she sayed love is something a boy and a girl share when they bolth really like eachother and i was like hmmmm....
I posted a bulteen like 2 months ago on myspace asking wut people thought love was and alot of people replyed tellind me about butterflys and feeling happy when the person walked in to the room
I think people dont even know wut love is anymore.
Love isnt butterflys kisses and flowers thats romance love isnt even boy to girl you can love anyone your mom your boy firned/girl friend your best frined...who ever
Love isnt an emotion
Love is a choice...a choice to make someone else more importain to you then your self. if you love someone you live for them and would gladly die for them. For example your parents love you in that they give up there time to take you to their friends houses in stead of going to their own firneds houses they spend their time and money on you instead of them selves. Jesus loves you He gave his life so that we may live. if there is two hungry people you and someone else and only one thing to eat if you loved that person you would more hten willingly let them eat it.
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I think people are confusing love and romance romance is the boy girl thing that you do with your boy firneds/girl firneds that only lats 2 months love is far deeper.. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|01:18 am] |
i have allways avoided girl problems and dramatic frinedships but yeat i allways am helping people make sence of theirs..wierd idk like I allways tlk to people about there girl/boy firends but i never go out wiht anyone I think its cause i see how people are and aviod them...and i tlk to people about their best friend fights yeat i have the most kick ass kick back best firneds who i never fight with or get mad at... |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
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so I miss the days when Joani Me George and Trish use to chill every day it was so much funner Joani had a car and we allways went places and did things and laughed and had fun..now were allways bored and we dont tlk to joani any more I wish we were still friends but itll never be the same again we will never be the way we use to be..we cant never be the way we use to be |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|03:36 pm] |
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Yeah so i wish i had friends or something...People who think im cool live like 43343432 miles away and only tlk to me cause they think im cute from myspace. I use to hang out with mad kids now it seems like no one ever wants to chill i hang out with George and Trish and Brandon and i allways call them..Im so pissed i wish i had a life and some frineds. I was going to have a sleep over paty tonight and like 6 outd 10 people just cancled im so pissed and its so hot in here...fuck I WANA LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|11:40 pm] |
Im so pissed of with The generation of people i am from we dont respect anthing our generation has no respect for the world we live in. we have no repect for the people around us and we have no respect for our selves. When ever you leave your house you see trash every where. We act on our own feelings and wut will make us happy not the people around us all we do is wuts best for our selves serousally...When was the last time you bought somethin for soemone else just for no reason? people steal like everyday. dont you care that someone has to pay for the things you steal? no you dont. cause all you care about is your self.. no one respects them selves you all do wut will make you temerarally happy youll smoke drink and do drugs even tho you know it will distroys your body you you have sex with any random person who says they "love" you The word love dont even mean anything any more cause every random girl you kiss you tell her you love her and its been used to the extent it no longer has a meaning to me..we dont even have respect for God any more people steal from churches people have "666" all over there myspace even tho they dont knwo wut it means out generation is so ignorant and is liveing for temarary happyness that wont last and it makes me sick...ohh yeahh
how about human life? how about a baby being killed in america every 3 seconds? how about being responceable and now haveing sex unless you use birthcontrol? how about not being sluts? how about saving sex for marrage? hahaa thats un hurd of!!! yeah you all discust me.. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|11:33 pm] |
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I wana fall in love...but i dont wana settle for any old girl. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|12:24 am] |
ok so its been a while and Reason for that is I never do anythin worth tellin you all about....So im bored and ill tell you about to day and yesterday. Yesterday i woke up helped my mom with shit then worked 10-6 mad gay. but after i went to my firned Vinneys house I think thats how you spell his name? idk. and i hung out with Him Amanda Tara and Bryan Pretty much we drove in circles till it was like 12 then we droped the girls off and went to checkers..it was good I want some now accally.mmk so we went to vinneys dads after and he was watering his grass at like 12:30 it was mad funny
then vinneys like this is steve he likes cars and his dad was happy and showed me all his amazing cars. and tlked about cars with me for like 1/2 hour then hes like i gotta get back to the lawn and he went out side then we hung out till like 4 and went to bed. wok eup bryan left me and vinney chilled at his moms then then we went to the mall with sara and they dropped me home then i ate then george trish and marielle came over i dont wana write more bye. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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Today I woke up went in the shower then threw up then I couldnt see and everything was fuzzy it was so wierd and in 15 mins i could see again...my mom made me go to the doctors then i was fine so i went to work worked 10-6 then came home ate went to see my g ma who broke her hip last night shes so old and frail its sad shes only like 85 pounds now and is tiny shes such a nice person tho like shes so happy with how everything is never complains or trys to change people so content its nice :) then George came over and we went to home depot and started to make a bird cage then got bored adn stoped till tom and thats it.. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|01:40 am] |
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today i hung out with Trish George Kenny and Melissa nothin really happpened exciting except...I ran over George with my motor scooter! yeah with trish on the back or it..George got a bloody nose Trish got a scraped hand and i got a knee and sholder and i ripped my abcrombie pants! they are like the only pair they sell w/o rips and they got ripped the week i bought um!@#$% its ok tho i only payed $25 for um at machells wow i cant spell and i got g unit shirt !@#$%^& ok im done..:) |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|11:44 pm] |
Me Trish and George went to the mall with their mom.. we saw a pigen and thier mom bugged out and sayed it was gross when i touched it. so i left it be but i got it ont he way out and snuck it in her car and she didnt find out
its a baby and needs to be hand feed! me and george spent like an hour feeding it it was boreing but hes cool lookin!
and Kenny came over to buy some watch and couldnt and some hoe ditched me today and im bored now and idk wut else to write so ill end it with that.. |
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